The stars look so bright.
It has been a long boat ride home. The air has been hot-cold-wet-dry on my face as I stand on the ship's deck. We have now entered familiar waters and my heart aches to be in my own bed. While my heart aches, I feed it the medicine of knowing that in a few months my heart will be sick of my own bed. Now? I'm constantly medicated myself, but I embrace it all.
I am learning to put things into a larger view. These times, friends, parties, fun; it all has an expiration date attached. We float on and hardly recognize the great times we are having because we fill our worrisome minds with how things could get better. I don't know if things could get much better. This is life and I love it. Each corner has a hidden surprise behind it, each door is a gateway to a new world, and each mind has hidden thoughts. This world is perfect for Joshua the Explorer.
A few weeks ago I started thinking about these new chances and ever since my dreams have been vivid. And I love telling you my dreams. I stare off into the sky as I explain the puzzles and mazes that my unconscious mind leaves for me. I then slowly drop my eyes to meet yours. That's the best feeling. Seeing how my dreams have captivated you too.
I hope my dreams are captivating you too.
Talking to me again I see.
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