Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Standing Outside Your Window

For the past week I have been walking around with allergies in my pocket. Its the things bringing me down on a daily basis. The bottled up feelings, emotions, and thoughts weigh heavy on my mind.

Today I stepped out into the world and felt the sun on my skin. My eyes squinted as I looked up at the sun. I know its not good for you, but I wanted to see what was making me feel so good.

I like to think of myself as mysterious, but often I think that makes me close off my feelings. I don't feel like I connect with many people in the sense that I get to be myself completely. I need to work on that to accomplish my goals. I still let fear of the unknown hold me back and I have to keep working on that. I'm sorry to anyone who I have been reserved to. I'm working on it.


hi claire!

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