Tuesday, September 1, 2009

I was feeling free in the trees


Bridges, trees, trains, butterflies, and the wind in my face remind me of who I am and the things that are important to me.

Another beautiful day in the neighborhood. These days are filled with bike riding, homework, meeting new friends, dancing, going to class, and exploring haunted houses. I'm enjoying life and am excited for what is to come. I have so much to look forward to.
It seems as usual, when one life ends, another begins. He is on his death bed now and unable to keep food down. He has lived for 8 days now with no food. It is hard to hear about someone you know suffering so much. Wishing they would pass away to ease the pain on everyone around them and them self.
I used to not feel this way, but I now know we are all mortal. Each day could be our last. I'm trying to take advantage of the time I have and trying to not hold back important things I need to say. I still have those words for my grandparents, but those are coming closer to being said. I have been working on an email to someone else for 3 days now, and hopefully I will be able to get that off my chest soon. I still need to thank two people for taking care of me, thank someone else for talking me through my mental processes many years ago, and thank you two for so much. Those are goals of mine.
Have a beautiful week.

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