Serenity

The sky is so beautiful in the morning. Pink, purple, and red clouds surrounded by small freckles of stars light up my eyes as I stand here. The air isn't cold, but a bit chilly and refreshing. The birds chirp in surround sound and I know everything will be alright.
These are the days when we look in the mirror and start to see the big picture; our future. While I may have drama coming out my ears, I keep my thoughts to a minimum, knowing that it does me no good to lose sleep over something I have no control over.
When my life is at a high, I try to keep in mind that it will all come crashing down with everyone watching. When I'm at a low I know the power I have to make things better and I remember the accomplishments in my life, with more attention paid to the ones accomplished in life #2.
I am at peace with you hating me.
I am at peace with how stubborn and frustrating you can be.
I am at peace with your death.
I am at peace with your decisions to try and be happy.
I am at peace with your abandonment of me.
I am at peace with myself.
I have peace.
I still write in this because it helps clear my mind and I know I will look back on this one day and take something away from it.