A great family and great friends. I'll miss you David.On the way there you try and turn off your mind. Not because you are scared of what you might find out; because it is just easier to go into something you are scared of blind.
When you get there your nerves get the best of you and your true self struggles to escape.
On the way home you replay every moment and retrace every step made. This is the worst part. You kick your own ass for not doing things like you wished you had. It seems so much easier when you are not in the moment.
Expectations v. Reality
The reality is that more times than not you get hurt when you put yourself out there. With that said, the only people who are happy in life have no problem putting themselves out there. Pain and rejection are the name of the game and how well you can get past that will often tell you how well you will do in life.
I am about to really hurt
your feelings.
You really hurt my feelings and I hold grudges.
I don't know what I am going to do about
you.
I wish
you would call me back.
I hope
you don't really think we are still friends after all that.
I miss
you.
I hope
you don't move away on me.
I prayed for
you to open up to me and give me a chance.
I miss writing to
you.