Thursday, April 9, 2009

Stimulate the Intellect


Tree behind the house. If I fell you would catch me.

3's of me

our voices are bouncing off satellites through those long and lonely nights.
where you lie in your bed thinking of me and i lie in mine thinking of you.
many months stare at me on a calender and i stare back at it.
i try to breathe and feel at ease but my bones are anxious.
this is all i have to live for; this is all i need.

this is the note where you said you've always wanted to be happy.
this is the moment in time where i realized how beautiful you could be.
this is the scars on my arms that i gave myself to remember how you hurt me.
this is my life and the complete history of my past.

your hair in my hands and your soft fingers on my face.
these images invade and control my dreams like a virus.
my pseudo memories of our love lingers after my eyes awake.
i threw myself out of the tree and you were there waiting to catch me.
something i want so bad but when i reach my arms out, they go straight through your body.
you are my love ghost.
i will chase you.
i will put my hands out until i feel your warmth.
until my arms stop on your soul.
my eyes will light up.
i can appreciate you when he cannot.
i can show you a new world.
i can make you happy and you would make me happy.

1 comment:

  1. Hello Joshua,

    I have a random / outdated request... I saw that you used to maintain a rentals (Matt Sharp)site.. with tons of rare stuff.. the links are all dead... I was wondering if you could repost some of that stuff somewhere.. it would be much appreciated...

    thanks dude,

    Matt
    marshmallowpopmusic@yahoo.com

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