there is more to life

Time stood still. The colors faded. Even on a rainy day, the sun still shines.

Simply and Direct
Do not be afraid.
Whether it is easy or tough, be fair and true.
I wish I could be honest with you,
but the situation will not let me.
I do not lie.
Well there was that once,
but otherwise I just beat around the bush.
It is my morals, my mind, my sleep,
these are the things that hold me back.
I know sleep with the windows open every night.
The cold air seeps in under my covers.
I shiver because I like to be cold.
Memories of past and future are there with me.
Painful at times,
but I feel stronger.
I feel more open.
I am the guy who is nervous, but not afraid.
I am the guy who loves a challenge.
I am the guy who plans too much in his head.
I am the guy who can now open up very easily.
I am the guy who works to make himself better everyday.
I am the guy who is documenting his faults.
I am the guy who would bend over backwards for a number of people.
I am the guy who now loves emotion.
I am the guy who now knows truly how to live and love.

Honesty is my new backbone.

"You think you deserve that pain but you don't."